Week 3- day 6

Ahhhhhh! It's been a stressful week. Luckily I've been able to stay on my diet. Sunday was Easter. They gave us an "alterate" dinner in case we wanted to eat food for the holiday. I wasn't going to take advantage of this, but at the end of the day decided I really wanted some real food. I had about 4oz of meat. I ate that instead of my last shake of the day. Last week I lost 5.5 lbs for a total of 19 lbs. The people that weigh us in were shocked. They said that usually when people loose so much the first week, the second week is a small number. My luck it'll be this week. Sorry, I know that's a crappy attitude, but I keep waiting for the ball to drop. I realize it can't go at this pace forever, so at some point I'm going to have a bad week. With as stressful as this week has been I figure it'll be this week. I started working out last week. I'm surprised at how much I can do. I thought it would hurt my abdomen more than it does. I remember my body taking alot longer to heal after I had Austin. I guess that's because I didn't give myself the time I needed to heal after I had him. With the twins I hurt so bad I didn't have a choice but to let myself heal. They built a "wellness center" at work, so I can go down on my lunch hour and work with weights. It works out really well because then I don't think about the food that I normally would be eating. It also gets me out of my department and away from some of the drama that's been unfolding. I have changed my routine a little bit. Instead of doing a shake in the morning and afternoon, I now do a shake in the morning and at night, and eat my soup in the afternoon. It's easier to mix at work. I really like the shakes done in the blender, which I don't have at work. I got into my skinny jeans over the weekend. That felt really good. I also got on pants that are a size smaller than my skinny jeans. They don't look very pretty, but at least I got them up, buttoned, and zipped. Another 10 lbs and they'll fit great. Something to look forward to. Ok, I guess I've been boring enough for now. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for Friday.